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i cant fucking sleep because i keep fucking thinking about the same shit I think about every fucking day!!!!!
I seriously want some elctro shock therapy to slow my brain down. Im tired of thinking about this shit. I want to be someone who "lives in the moment". But I just cant train myself to do so.
Life is not bad at all. I have nothing to complain about. My mind is just on repeat.
I need to start waking up at 6am again, and going for walks or jogs or bike rides. Its such a hard routine to start over again though. Those days were nice...being able to fall asleep at 9pm every night.....yup.
I seriously want some elctro shock therapy to slow my brain down. Im tired of thinking about this shit. I want to be someone who "lives in the moment". But I just cant train myself to do so.
Life is not bad at all. I have nothing to complain about. My mind is just on repeat.
I need to start waking up at 6am again, and going for walks or jogs or bike rides. Its such a hard routine to start over again though. Those days were nice...being able to fall asleep at 9pm every night.....yup.