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I was just looking back at old journal entries, pictures, and memories, and I can finally say that I am mostly happy with where I am in life. I have matured so much. My health, music interests, spirituality, religion, sexuality, social skills. I'm growing in all of those things.
I know what herbs will make the chemicals in my brain balance. I know what teas will help me find rest and peace. I know how much yoga I need to do a night to rid myself of stress. I'm a better person than I was a year ago. I dont have many friends, true. BUT, I'm no longer lowering myself just to fit in.
I know this feeling is already the past. Hell, I bet I'll wake up with no hope or confidence tomorrow. But I love myself right now. So right now can stay here forever.
xoxo
Take care darlings.
I know what herbs will make the chemicals in my brain balance. I know what teas will help me find rest and peace. I know how much yoga I need to do a night to rid myself of stress. I'm a better person than I was a year ago. I dont have many friends, true. BUT, I'm no longer lowering myself just to fit in.
I know this feeling is already the past. Hell, I bet I'll wake up with no hope or confidence tomorrow. But I love myself right now. So right now can stay here forever.
xoxo
Take care darlings.