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[noise_n_kises]

i really can't wait to be out of school i can't believe i have fucking three more days. I'm really depressed right now too and i need someone to talk to, and even tho a bunch of you will comment and be like "i'm always here to talk" you're wrong you arn't always there to talk cause my "friends" ditch me or are mad at me for dumb reasons. I just feel like everyone hates me right now. like something changed extremely monday and idk what. Maybe it is just me and prolly is but i still don't know. I feel lonely and like i need someone there. I want a boy that i can run and jump into the arms of. But at the same time i don't, i don't want to have that commitment again. But i could run and jump on any friend thats a boy but it just wouldn't feel like it did...

(p.s. good luck to you jeni with your surgery, i'll see you friday if i can)

Without it all, I'm choking on nothing, It's clear in my head, And I'm screaming for something, Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all