And you put on your headphones, And you step into the zone
When you're on drugs, We are all on drugs.
So I still have strep, I'm on my second day of antibiotics, and I feel a little better. Not well enough to do track monday, but well enough to go to school I suppose. Unfortunately, on tuesday I have ANOTHER day I HAVE to miss. Ugh. Well, if they do make me appeal for my credits, I have 2 very very valid excuses right? Right goddamn it, right!
So I want to get my hair cut, something interesting, I don't care if it's all super unique or whatever, I just want it too be cute, and not too much of a pain in the ass to deal with. If anyone has any suggestions, please leave comments! (With links or pictures of what you're thinking would be amazing.) Or if you have any ideas of what I SHOULDN'T do to my hair, leave those too, they're also pretty helpful.
My hair's a little bit below shoulder length, pretty think, and it has a natural wave/curl to it. And I'm open to doing something extreme if I like the idea.
News in the life of Courtney:
So even though I still have strep, and I told him I would be very poor company, chris drove the hour over here to see me and be with me since I'm sick. I think that may be one of the sweetest things any guy has ever done for me. We walked around the property in the cold for awhile, played with my dog, and watched movies pretty much the whole day. And it was amazing, the man has self control, impressive. I think my mom really liked him too, probably because she has that mom sense of when I'm happy, and she knew how far he drove to see me. I feel kind of bad that I haven't really given him an answer yet as to whether I want to be exclusive with him and so on, but I just keep thinking about how far it is, and how I've tried that before, with someone who lived 45 minutes away, and that was a disaster. Given, that guy was immature and I don't think he could deal with a serious relationship if it hit him in the jaw, but I still think about how rarely I ended up seeing him. And it's just not fair to make Chris drive out here all the time, I know my parents will help me out some there, but still. *sigh* I want this to be simple. The guy risked the terrors of getting strep to come and be with me, what more could a girl want right? He also had me listen to a Brad Paisley song (yeah, I know, not relaly my deal, but ok) which was really...well, fitting? yeah, that works I suppose.
You over think things
You say what if we're not meant to be
Well you know what so what
Make a mistake with me
Nobody goes through this life and does
Everything perfectly
We're all gonna fail so you might as well
Make a mistake with me
Sometimes baby when we take
A chance that has this much at stake
We look back and in hindsight
What seemed wrong looks more like right
So I say worst case we'll be left with
Lots of good memories
This chance we have well it's worth that
So make a mistake with me
I'm tellin' you the right thing to do
Is make a mistake
Make a mistake
Make a mistake with me
See? fitting. Anyways, I think I just have to sit on this for maybe a couple more days or so, just to really figure out what I want and need out of it. Because if I don't know and can't articulate those things, where does that leave either of us? fuckign lost. The only thing that's coming to my mind in this moment that kind of makes me unsure of saying no right now it that True Colors is coming up. I think I've been taken for just about every other true colors, and this is probablt my last one. Not that that's relaly all that important, but it is a goddamn meat market, and we all know it and love it (not in like, the kind of way where you get with people there necessarily, but everyone just hits on everyone else like crazy, and it's a good time) and I think I would feel uneasy just like, being there surrounded with that, because he's the kind of guy who, even if I had an open relationship with him (which in my mind is almost what we have at the moment, it's just not acknowledged as such) I don't think I would make an effort to put forth, or accept advances from other people. Just because he's awesome, and I would probably feel like an asshole.
Now that I've wrote a novel about Christopher Michael Patrick Kelley, I Courtney Elizabeth Williams would love for you to comment on the hair stuff, on on Chris, but I doubt theres a whole lot to say about that, lol
♥peace lovers!♥
So I still have strep, I'm on my second day of antibiotics, and I feel a little better. Not well enough to do track monday, but well enough to go to school I suppose. Unfortunately, on tuesday I have ANOTHER day I HAVE to miss. Ugh. Well, if they do make me appeal for my credits, I have 2 very very valid excuses right? Right goddamn it, right!
So I want to get my hair cut, something interesting, I don't care if it's all super unique or whatever, I just want it too be cute, and not too much of a pain in the ass to deal with. If anyone has any suggestions, please leave comments! (With links or pictures of what you're thinking would be amazing.) Or if you have any ideas of what I SHOULDN'T do to my hair, leave those too, they're also pretty helpful.
My hair's a little bit below shoulder length, pretty think, and it has a natural wave/curl to it. And I'm open to doing something extreme if I like the idea.
News in the life of Courtney:
So even though I still have strep, and I told him I would be very poor company, chris drove the hour over here to see me and be with me since I'm sick. I think that may be one of the sweetest things any guy has ever done for me. We walked around the property in the cold for awhile, played with my dog, and watched movies pretty much the whole day. And it was amazing, the man has self control, impressive. I think my mom really liked him too, probably because she has that mom sense of when I'm happy, and she knew how far he drove to see me. I feel kind of bad that I haven't really given him an answer yet as to whether I want to be exclusive with him and so on, but I just keep thinking about how far it is, and how I've tried that before, with someone who lived 45 minutes away, and that was a disaster. Given, that guy was immature and I don't think he could deal with a serious relationship if it hit him in the jaw, but I still think about how rarely I ended up seeing him. And it's just not fair to make Chris drive out here all the time, I know my parents will help me out some there, but still. *sigh* I want this to be simple. The guy risked the terrors of getting strep to come and be with me, what more could a girl want right? He also had me listen to a Brad Paisley song (yeah, I know, not relaly my deal, but ok) which was really...well, fitting? yeah, that works I suppose.
You over think things
You say what if we're not meant to be
Well you know what so what
Make a mistake with me
Nobody goes through this life and does
Everything perfectly
We're all gonna fail so you might as well
Make a mistake with me
Sometimes baby when we take
A chance that has this much at stake
We look back and in hindsight
What seemed wrong looks more like right
So I say worst case we'll be left with
Lots of good memories
This chance we have well it's worth that
So make a mistake with me
I'm tellin' you the right thing to do
Is make a mistake
Make a mistake
Make a mistake with me
See? fitting. Anyways, I think I just have to sit on this for maybe a couple more days or so, just to really figure out what I want and need out of it. Because if I don't know and can't articulate those things, where does that leave either of us? fuckign lost. The only thing that's coming to my mind in this moment that kind of makes me unsure of saying no right now it that True Colors is coming up. I think I've been taken for just about every other true colors, and this is probablt my last one. Not that that's relaly all that important, but it is a goddamn meat market, and we all know it and love it (not in like, the kind of way where you get with people there necessarily, but everyone just hits on everyone else like crazy, and it's a good time) and I think I would feel uneasy just like, being there surrounded with that, because he's the kind of guy who, even if I had an open relationship with him (which in my mind is almost what we have at the moment, it's just not acknowledged as such) I don't think I would make an effort to put forth, or accept advances from other people. Just because he's awesome, and I would probably feel like an asshole.
Now that I've wrote a novel about Christopher Michael Patrick Kelley, I Courtney Elizabeth Williams would love for you to comment on the hair stuff, on on Chris, but I doubt theres a whole lot to say about that, lol
♥peace lovers!♥