Nov 23, 2004 19:27
Dont you love it when you are happy and you dont know why? Lol i do but the downfall is you cant stop wondering why. You start thinking that maybe there is something but you just dont realize it and you search and search...i still havent found it. Oh well...at least i am happy. All i know is i am still very confused. Could it be that i am a hypocritical feminist? The more i think about it the more i think it is true. I hate to admit it but i find myself sticking to chivalric ideals and being a girly girl lol....ewww. Yeah i sicken myself with how much i contradict myself. Its probably because i am resricting what i really want to do...that could really scare people. Are restictions good? wtvr. I am just very confused at the moment. I want to do something but i just cant find it in myself to do it...and i dont like that. And i am having doubts about everything. You are told one thing but then you see or hear something else...yes i do have a severe case of paranoia. Ugh. Wtf has come over me? shoot me! smack me! save me from going into these useless babbling states please...
my parents went to china town today because they are off all week...i want to go to china town :(
people like to pretend i dont exist
i think i have special senses like spider man
o and a question for all of you who somehow know this answer...does cum smell like chlorox? lmao