And she typed some more words here...
12 hours of sleep...wow that felt good
i kept thinking about the future...every aspect you can imagine; freaky
i spent my day being a bum again
i get distracted so easily
its still not out of my head. maybe i was wrong...
my mom went shopping without me :(
i still havent started my essay
i hope aca deca did good today. i am sure they did.
I have been listening to cake, knockout, and pepper all day
i love how everyone is different. It never gets boring.
this week is going to be interesting
shouldnt i be studying for SAT's or something? i dont seem to care...not good.
i am laughing at how pathetic i am
i watched bruce almighty today. Jim Carey is cool.
i need to take some random class like line dancing or kick boxing for amusement...
a leyla moment: Have you ever realized how much time you spend in your house? That little plot of land that you have been assigned to yet you still have to pay for? There is so much room out there and you spend most of your time on this one little part of it. There are so many little plots of land that you havent visited and you just spend your time in one little room doing hw or sleeping. And once you do get out you dont go far. You take the same road to school and you go there everyday at the same time with the same people. A fire drill becomes exciting because you arent where you usually are at that time. Yeah i was thinking of this while lying in my bed at 10 am this morning. I want to go somewhere else so bad. There is so much to see. I rather learn about the political rivalry in africa by going there or learning chemistry by helping a chem lab who is working on research to help find a cure for cancer or something...even if i am cleaning the floors because i am not smart enough to do anything. I am tired of this ventura boulevard and my little small house which i know every corner of now. I just really want to get out and see the world hands on instead of hearing how great paris is and studying about versailles. It wont do me any use if i cant use that knowledge some day. I want to see the world and i want to experience it. lol sorry i just had to say that...
WHY ARE GUYS SO CONFUSING?!?!
i kept thinking about the future...every aspect you can imagine; freaky
i spent my day being a bum again
i get distracted so easily
its still not out of my head. maybe i was wrong...
my mom went shopping without me :(
i still havent started my essay
i hope aca deca did good today. i am sure they did.
I have been listening to cake, knockout, and pepper all day
i love how everyone is different. It never gets boring.
this week is going to be interesting
shouldnt i be studying for SAT's or something? i dont seem to care...not good.
i am laughing at how pathetic i am
i watched bruce almighty today. Jim Carey is cool.
i need to take some random class like line dancing or kick boxing for amusement...
a leyla moment: Have you ever realized how much time you spend in your house? That little plot of land that you have been assigned to yet you still have to pay for? There is so much room out there and you spend most of your time on this one little part of it. There are so many little plots of land that you havent visited and you just spend your time in one little room doing hw or sleeping. And once you do get out you dont go far. You take the same road to school and you go there everyday at the same time with the same people. A fire drill becomes exciting because you arent where you usually are at that time. Yeah i was thinking of this while lying in my bed at 10 am this morning. I want to go somewhere else so bad. There is so much to see. I rather learn about the political rivalry in africa by going there or learning chemistry by helping a chem lab who is working on research to help find a cure for cancer or something...even if i am cleaning the floors because i am not smart enough to do anything. I am tired of this ventura boulevard and my little small house which i know every corner of now. I just really want to get out and see the world hands on instead of hearing how great paris is and studying about versailles. It wont do me any use if i cant use that knowledge some day. I want to see the world and i want to experience it. lol sorry i just had to say that...
WHY ARE GUYS SO CONFUSING?!?!