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I don't know if it's the darkness or frustration or the tiredness or the thoughts that you know you'll never tell anyone (except maybe under hypnosis or torture, but right now neither of those seem very likely), but sometimes you just don't feel that you could bother with anything, really.
But that doesn't matter because no matter what you feel like doesn't matter because work and other things need to be done, damn it.
And no, I won't say I'm sorry for feeling emo sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I'm apologizing for too many things, even if I shouldn't be doing that. Sometimes, you just need to post your feelings somewhere because otherwise they would just rot inside you for too long a time and make you feel miserable. I have the right to feel bad every now and then.
Whatever. To the shower now.
But that doesn't matter because no matter what you feel like doesn't matter because work and other things need to be done, damn it.
And no, I won't say I'm sorry for feeling emo sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I'm apologizing for too many things, even if I shouldn't be doing that. Sometimes, you just need to post your feelings somewhere because otherwise they would just rot inside you for too long a time and make you feel miserable. I have the right to feel bad every now and then.
Whatever. To the shower now.