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[noireetcontente]

hey lj buds,

ur old pal jstar seems to have lost her sparkle...

well i guess being grounded for three months can do that to you

i'm just down.

i hate being in my house with my "family"

i hate feeling distant from them but i don't want a better relationship

i am tired of going to school

i'm tired of listening to people i neither believe nor respect

i hate that i care

i hate DFo but am coming to a point where i can tolerate her

i need to sleep and have lunch w/ the girls n spend the night w/ the boy n then i'll feel contented n full

on the upside...

i love that i am free from a friendship i felt was neither honest nor genuine

i am glad i can close my door and be alone and still

i love top ramen noodles (chicken flavored)

i love my grandma even though she wants to know the inner workings of my mind

i love taking random pics 2nd period w/ the willi cuz that girl knows how 2 get a money shot

and i especially love how afraid certain ppl r of going 2 the game tomorrow in compton