Feb 07, 2010 10:58
Is it wrong to be happy for the bad things that have happened in my life this past year? I'm not talking about being all Pollyanna and bullshit, but the bad stuff has very definitely led to the best stuff.
Ann leaving and then the stuff with Anya, just led to a perfect storm of depression on the horizon for me. Except. Except there was Lucy and Karli and Lou. Sure, there were some rough patches, some sleepless nights, but in the end, I'm almost glad things happened as they did. I mean, I'm not going to go out and gank someone just so it can keep happening. But it kick started good things for me that I am loathe to give up, particularly with Lou. I do not, however, look forward to the day when she fully comprehends what happened, what is happening. I expect that I will get my ass thoroughly kicked. It might be worth it, though.
Anyway, as the expression goes, if this is wrong, then I really, really, really don't want to be right.