Parting of Ways
My mistress and I have parted ways.
I started this journal because I didn't find a lot of writing online that reflected the kind of kinked relationships I have. I also wanted to share the joy that my D/s relationship with Mielle brought to me. This was not something Mielle told me to do, although she did give me assignments in my journal from time to time. Now that I'm no longer with her, I've been thinking about if I can continue this journal since the primary focus is no longer in my life.
I realized that the primary purpose of this journal was to talk about my experiences in BDSM. Those experiences exist and are valid regardless of my relationship status. I have wisdom and knowledge that I want to share with other people. The focus of my writing isn't changing; this is still about my own life.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." --Marianne Williamson
I started this journal because I didn't find a lot of writing online that reflected the kind of kinked relationships I have. I also wanted to share the joy that my D/s relationship with Mielle brought to me. This was not something Mielle told me to do, although she did give me assignments in my journal from time to time. Now that I'm no longer with her, I've been thinking about if I can continue this journal since the primary focus is no longer in my life.
I realized that the primary purpose of this journal was to talk about my experiences in BDSM. Those experiences exist and are valid regardless of my relationship status. I have wisdom and knowledge that I want to share with other people. The focus of my writing isn't changing; this is still about my own life.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." --Marianne Williamson