Warning...this is a vent session
Ok hun, what the fuck?!
After all the things people do for you, not just me, your mom, grandma, james, FUCK even the tweeker!
Do you appriciate any of it? Like honestly? Or do you just say you do to keep us happy and to shut us up?
I mean people bend over backwards for you, cause we love you, we love you more than you'll ever know and you just blow it off and do stupid bitchy things that hurt us; like honestly you need a reality check cause after I leave, and if you piss off James and your mom gets fed up and you have no one left cause you went off a burned all your bridges who is going to be there to save you?
WHO?!
*sigh*
I know this may seem hurtful, but I'm scared for you.
You aren't doing anything with your life. No school, no job.
I don't want you to end up in a alley in LA somewhere all twacked out.
I wanna see you happy and healthy and having your future going somewhere.
I wanna see the brother I saw at relay. You were happy, funny, was going to school, getting a job lined up. I mean you were in a good place. Now, you tell me you're going to be alright, but how do I know you're not lying to me?
I love you and I want to believe you; but driving to Oxnard to pick you up cause you have no gas and just got kicked out doesn't show that to me. Neither does James calling me up ranting about how you lied to him or how you've turned into a little bitch.
You're not a bitch, you're an awesome person who could have alot of stuff going for him if you only pushed yourself.
And don't you dare give me that bullshit of having no ambition and being BLANK.
Cause being BLANK, and keeping up this little image of yours is going to kill you in the end.
I know you don't want that, so why do you do it?
God...I don't know whats going through your head or why these things always happen to you...but just know I love you and I just want you to be happy and healthy and prosperous.
I'm here for you whenever you need me, and you know this, and I don't think I should be there for you, but I can't help it. You're my brother, like truly my brother, and I don't want to see you fall baby.
You hurt me time and time again; but I'm always here for you.
Wanna do something for me? Please? I'd really appriciate it.
It's simple, all you have to do is listen to the people who love you and really care about you, thats it, trust us babe we're not going to hurt you.
*sigh*
Well you know I love you and that I'm always here for you...
-Sista from anotha Mista
After all the things people do for you, not just me, your mom, grandma, james, FUCK even the tweeker!
Do you appriciate any of it? Like honestly? Or do you just say you do to keep us happy and to shut us up?
I mean people bend over backwards for you, cause we love you, we love you more than you'll ever know and you just blow it off and do stupid bitchy things that hurt us; like honestly you need a reality check cause after I leave, and if you piss off James and your mom gets fed up and you have no one left cause you went off a burned all your bridges who is going to be there to save you?
WHO?!
*sigh*
I know this may seem hurtful, but I'm scared for you.
You aren't doing anything with your life. No school, no job.
I don't want you to end up in a alley in LA somewhere all twacked out.
I wanna see you happy and healthy and having your future going somewhere.
I wanna see the brother I saw at relay. You were happy, funny, was going to school, getting a job lined up. I mean you were in a good place. Now, you tell me you're going to be alright, but how do I know you're not lying to me?
I love you and I want to believe you; but driving to Oxnard to pick you up cause you have no gas and just got kicked out doesn't show that to me. Neither does James calling me up ranting about how you lied to him or how you've turned into a little bitch.
You're not a bitch, you're an awesome person who could have alot of stuff going for him if you only pushed yourself.
And don't you dare give me that bullshit of having no ambition and being BLANK.
Cause being BLANK, and keeping up this little image of yours is going to kill you in the end.
I know you don't want that, so why do you do it?
God...I don't know whats going through your head or why these things always happen to you...but just know I love you and I just want you to be happy and healthy and prosperous.
I'm here for you whenever you need me, and you know this, and I don't think I should be there for you, but I can't help it. You're my brother, like truly my brother, and I don't want to see you fall baby.
You hurt me time and time again; but I'm always here for you.
Wanna do something for me? Please? I'd really appriciate it.
It's simple, all you have to do is listen to the people who love you and really care about you, thats it, trust us babe we're not going to hurt you.
*sigh*
Well you know I love you and that I'm always here for you...
-Sista from anotha Mista