insecurities.
1. letting my emotion motivate me instead of reason. especially when that emotion misguides me. for more than one person on more than 1 occasion i've let my feelings take the reins when they're at their strongest and admitting i like them, probably with the wrong words and the wrong timing. and when the feelings weren't mutual or weren't willing or capable of being returned, i've never regretted anything more in my life. i felt taken advantage of, and somewhat pathetic and determined. especially because my feelings change a lot, and the truth is i didn't know what i wanted or how i felt anymore than they did.