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I'm really getting annoyed with the bullshit that is going on. why can't i just find a nice girl..who i can take to dinner, bring to the movies..and just be myself around. see all the time..and not have to worry about a damn thing. i know im bitching and moaning right now about pointless shit...but its getting on my nerves. im getting tired of all this drama going on, i feel like im in fucking high school. i think i need to just end this all period. i want a girl who i know is going to have a future. and right now i feel like i'm just selling myself short and not doing what my heart is telling me to do. i made a mistake..i made a mistake and i think i made that mistake for the best becausse it showed me exactly what i was doing wrong. i'm tired of bullshitting, i know there is better out there.