In class

[noideahowifeel]

I'm in the lab working on a project.. its not going to well I keep on asking Singling if I could use the stuff I'm finding and she is like NO!...lol

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[smellhere]

hey im in the library heh
hey i heard u were mad at me
are u??

[noideahowifeel]

not really.
why did jessica tell you that.
I'm just mad cause no one at the lunch table talks to me and if no one is going to that then I'm going to sit somewhere else. Cause I'm tired of hearing how your guys weekend went when I was susposed to go to the concert too..but whatever.

[smellhere]

yeah i wanted you to go i just figured you werent going because you never got a ticket. and i didnt know what to say to you at lunch because i thought you were like really mad at me! i still want to hang out with you so me and you need to hang out one day.
and about the beach thing, i really wasnt allowed to go! bc i thought u were mad about that too.

[noideahowifeel]

i just feel like nobody wants to hang out with me cause they have someone else. i feel like the backboard when no one has someone else to talk to they think im always going to be there which im not.

i wasnt mad about the beach thing you just should of told me early in the week.

[smellhere]

melissa you will never be a backboard to be. i will always want to hang out with you. i dont want our friendship to be affected from all this shit.
<3

[noideahowifeel]

i dont either. but i feel if i sit with you guys no one will talk to me like it has happened

[smellhere]

well i know how you feel too i sometimes feel left out when they are talking. dont worry i dont want you guys to stop sitting by us because of it. im sorry.

[noideahowifeel]

brittany i love you so much.
you janet me and kim all need to make a day this spring break and hang out like the olds times. I miss those and I miss you babe
<3

[smellhere]

awe melissa!
i love you and i agree lets hang out soon
<3

[noideahowifeel]

i tried to call you today 3 times but you didn't answer:(

i wanted to get my nails done but i had no one to go with and i was calling you to see if you want to go with me?

if you do lets make a day an we shall go babe honeybun:)<3

[smellhere]

hell yes. do you work thursday? bc i do but we can go during the day and get them done!
<3