I am officially crazy for this guy .....
it is 4 am in the morning and i can't sleep .....
just i read another kikuko_kamimura 's translation .... i use my BC to read that, it is a very long post but it is so worthy to read. Thanks to her now i know him better than before.
i read that while watching Mariah Carey Christmas live even on cable, .... the ending part when she perform that song, a song that announced everywhere on Christmas : All i want for the Christmas is You .....
the show is over and i started to cry .... reading that, .... you are not believe it right? but that's true i keep crying and i dunno how to stop it, the TV start to play Ave Maria .... and i cry again and again ....
i've cried once for my Hatsukoi who dump me for a dentist and now for crying for this guy? ..... the one who will never know about it, yes i think i am crazy .... .... btw this is not the 1st time i am did this, as i remember this is my 4rd time for crying for him .....
- i am crying when i heard about his sickness, Leena (she is the Acid Black Cherry group creator on Facebook) send a mass message .... and i just crying .... and asking is he okay? .... what if he stop singing ... etc etc and many more .... and thank God it is over.
- on my last birthday April 9th i read again kikuko_kamimura 's post about his comin back with rebirth ... i cried again, but this one is a happiness cry .... he is back and he is okay .... for me that is my most awesome birthday gift (let's just say from him) ...
- when i watch QED live DVD .... i cried again when i watch him crying .... that is the fist time i saw him like that, the man who always funny and happy all the time now is crying .... i keep saying please don't cry i don't wanna see that .... but hey he is not a superman, he is just an ordinary man and this time he needs to cry ....
i am sure that's hurt for crying but in silence ....
- and then now the 4th time i am crying by reading his story .....
what happen with me? ..... there's o other explanation but this : yes i am officially crazy for this man .... and this fangirlsm thing is success drag me until this point .....
who is he ?
ano hito namae wa Hayashi Yasunori ..... yes that's him ..... and now what should i do? ..... i dunno ...
errr .... i think i am gonna cry again if my Re:Birth dvd live is arrived ..... but i am sure it is gonna be a happy cry .... so happy until crying ....
just i read another kikuko_kamimura 's translation .... i use my BC to read that, it is a very long post but it is so worthy to read. Thanks to her now i know him better than before.
i read that while watching Mariah Carey Christmas live even on cable, .... the ending part when she perform that song, a song that announced everywhere on Christmas : All i want for the Christmas is You .....
Click to viewthe show is over and i started to cry .... reading that, .... you are not believe it right? but that's true i keep crying and i dunno how to stop it, the TV start to play Ave Maria .... and i cry again and again ....
i've cried once for my Hatsukoi who dump me for a dentist and now for crying for this guy? ..... the one who will never know about it, yes i think i am crazy .... .... btw this is not the 1st time i am did this, as i remember this is my 4rd time for crying for him .....
- i am crying when i heard about his sickness, Leena (she is the Acid Black Cherry group creator on Facebook) send a mass message .... and i just crying .... and asking is he okay? .... what if he stop singing ... etc etc and many more .... and thank God it is over.
- on my last birthday April 9th i read again kikuko_kamimura 's post about his comin back with rebirth ... i cried again, but this one is a happiness cry .... he is back and he is okay .... for me that is my most awesome birthday gift (let's just say from him) ...
- when i watch QED live DVD .... i cried again when i watch him crying .... that is the fist time i saw him like that, the man who always funny and happy all the time now is crying .... i keep saying please don't cry i don't wanna see that .... but hey he is not a superman, he is just an ordinary man and this time he needs to cry ....
i am sure that's hurt for crying but in silence ....
- and then now the 4th time i am crying by reading his story .....
what happen with me? ..... there's o other explanation but this : yes i am officially crazy for this man .... and this fangirlsm thing is success drag me until this point .....
who is he ?
ano hito namae wa Hayashi Yasunori ..... yes that's him ..... and now what should i do? ..... i dunno ...
errr .... i think i am gonna cry again if my Re:Birth dvd live is arrived ..... but i am sure it is gonna be a happy cry .... so happy until crying ....