Noi Himura vs Rachel Berry .. (Tuesday is GLEE : Okay, i Agree Rachel Berry is the MVP tonight ..)
tonight The New Direction decide to perform their own song and Rachel did a great job .... her song, touch me ... and i think Finn get touched by her song ...
Get It Right
What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
i get what Rachel wanna say, all that song is for Finn and everything happen to her , yes she is Rachel Berry the drama queen on Glee club nobody like her 100% even the stupid Brittany .... She did whatever she can do to make everything's fine and to get Finn back again but somehow everything just went wrong ....
and tonight they close they performance with a very nice song straight to Sue Sylvester ....
ahahah .. i love when Kurt start to throw the red Gleeks gloves to everyone ....
okay you can call me the drama queen even yeah i always call my mom as drama queen mommy but i think there's a drama queen on me .. maybe a drama queen mommy have a drama queen daughter .. that's fine ...
Just like Rachel i am also did everything i can do to make everything perfect , i am not a perfectionist, i can tolerance a little mistake as long as that mistake can be fixed, but what i hate the most is if everything out of control and i cannot do anything to fix that
i tried to do anything perfectly such as on my works (even yeah i admit there's few days on one week i don't do anything @office but online shopping for a magazine with Yasu on it or have some chit chat with my friends .... or tweeting on ameba .... they called it now anyway .. and yeah that's fun ... i kinda enjoy that recently ....
not only office deal, with my friends i am also wanna be a good friend for them .... i did anything what they asked me to (if i can) even if they are not askin me .... i have think in my mind if i help or gave something to others i am sure one day when i need something somebody is gonna gave it to me .... nah that's what i call the pay it forward ...
but about about 3 month ago i did feel what Rachel felt, i did what i can do to my friend and in the end they just did something and what they did make me say .... eehh after all what i did for you you did that? and i dont even realize they gonna do that ..... but then i realize something .... yeah we are human who always learn something from everything happen to us .... i start to find out which one is my friend , my truly friend ....
and learn one thing important again ... : stop being so kind ....!!!!! and be wore wise .... in this unfair worlds, yeah this world is never fair because if this world is fair why do we need so many judges and lawyers ? .... i don't get everything i want .... but that's not a reason for me for not do my best thing for everything ....
and in the end i pray, (the one and only conversation in my relationship with my God) i pray someday there's somebody who understand me , and see what i did .... i remember somebody say to me (no this man is not Yasu) : You Are The Light In The End of My Tunnel ... but unfortunately .... both of us are not walking in the same tunnel, so he will find another woman (i dunno who she is and i don't wanna know but i am sure she is better than me) as End of His Tunnel ...
ah ya somebody i am talking about now is not him btw .....
and what about me? I am Gonna be The Light of Who's Tunnel ? .... nah, that's the mystery another conspiracy from God, this Universe and Master Yoda .... Leo Tolstoy said : God knows everything but God is always waiting .... waiting for what? the answer is waiting for the perfect time and a perfect person .....
and i am the one who always waiting .... waiting for anything .... but i am not gonna wait for my CD arrived to share the Offshoot of 少女の祈りⅢのPV .....
OMG OMG isn't he amazing? .....
a Javanesse people like me (not Japanesse) we are tend to see some light even a little on a very dark cloud ... as example if there's an accident : the family of the victim even the victim got his/her legs broken until on coma maybe ... they still gonna say : Thank God at least she/he still alive .... even if the victim is dead at the accident the family still gonna say : at lest she/he died fast so didn't feel the pain ....
nah i am a Javanesse so i am also able to see the tiny little light on my dark cloud miserable life ... even i see many tiny little light ...
- when i got accident 2 weeks a go ...
i keep saying Thank God i am still a live and survive ....from the bus condition until now i can't imagine if i am survive without a leg/hand broken .... imagine the action scene on a movie where the car flip over up and down .... nah on the movie we watch on Speed, Fast and Furious, or another action movies, it looks so cool but believe me you are not gonna say waw that's so cool if you were inside of that flipping car .... i got out from that bus with my bloody face .... and half of my face is blue for almost a week ... remember Green Goblin Junior on Spider Man3? nah that's what i looked like ....
Harry Osborne, i love him than Peter Parker by the way and i hate the fact that they both in love to the same woman named Mary Jane Watson .... and how Yasu is looks like her now ....
they should be sibling .....
but i am fine now .... again and again i still collect all the tiny light on that day when i got accident and grateful i am still alive ....
- on my failed relationship ....
even i keep blame myself about the fact that i am not the light in the end of his tunnel ( not yasu) .. but somehow thanks to my Javanesse blood i also see the light on my full cloud life .... maybe me and him , we are not MFEO ... and God want me to wait for another man .... the perfect man with a perfect time .....
i said to him (not Yasu) if he leave me i still have Yasu, he is the one who is still beside me when he is gone .... and yes in this our (me and Yasu) far far away relationship between a fangirl and her idol help me to move on .... even my office mate say i live on my fantasy life about him with the fact that he doesn't even know me ....
that's fine .... for this adorable man, i'll stay in Limbo forever if he ask me to ..... ahahaha *kicked to limbo with gargoyle*
if someday i have a chance to say something directly (read have some chit chat with him) .... the first sentence i am gonna say to him is :
すべてをどうもありがとうございます、私はあなたにそれほど多くのことを負うています。..
Click to viewGet It Right
What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
i get what Rachel wanna say, all that song is for Finn and everything happen to her , yes she is Rachel Berry the drama queen on Glee club nobody like her 100% even the stupid Brittany .... She did whatever she can do to make everything's fine and to get Finn back again but somehow everything just went wrong ....
and tonight they close they performance with a very nice song straight to Sue Sylvester ....
ahahah .. i love when Kurt start to throw the red Gleeks gloves to everyone ....
okay you can call me the drama queen even yeah i always call my mom as drama queen mommy but i think there's a drama queen on me .. maybe a drama queen mommy have a drama queen daughter .. that's fine ...
Just like Rachel i am also did everything i can do to make everything perfect , i am not a perfectionist, i can tolerance a little mistake as long as that mistake can be fixed, but what i hate the most is if everything out of control and i cannot do anything to fix that
i tried to do anything perfectly such as on my works (even yeah i admit there's few days on one week i don't do anything @office but online shopping for a magazine with Yasu on it or have some chit chat with my friends .... or tweeting on ameba .... they called it now anyway .. and yeah that's fun ... i kinda enjoy that recently ....
not only office deal, with my friends i am also wanna be a good friend for them .... i did anything what they asked me to (if i can) even if they are not askin me .... i have think in my mind if i help or gave something to others i am sure one day when i need something somebody is gonna gave it to me .... nah that's what i call the pay it forward ...
but about about 3 month ago i did feel what Rachel felt, i did what i can do to my friend and in the end they just did something and what they did make me say .... eehh after all what i did for you you did that? and i dont even realize they gonna do that ..... but then i realize something .... yeah we are human who always learn something from everything happen to us .... i start to find out which one is my friend , my truly friend ....
and learn one thing important again ... : stop being so kind ....!!!!! and be wore wise .... in this unfair worlds, yeah this world is never fair because if this world is fair why do we need so many judges and lawyers ? .... i don't get everything i want .... but that's not a reason for me for not do my best thing for everything ....
and in the end i pray, (the one and only conversation in my relationship with my God) i pray someday there's somebody who understand me , and see what i did .... i remember somebody say to me (no this man is not Yasu) : You Are The Light In The End of My Tunnel ... but unfortunately .... both of us are not walking in the same tunnel, so he will find another woman (i dunno who she is and i don't wanna know but i am sure she is better than me) as End of His Tunnel ...
ah ya somebody i am talking about now is not him btw .....
and what about me? I am Gonna be The Light of Who's Tunnel ? .... nah, that's the mystery another conspiracy from God, this Universe and Master Yoda .... Leo Tolstoy said : God knows everything but God is always waiting .... waiting for what? the answer is waiting for the perfect time and a perfect person .....
and i am the one who always waiting .... waiting for anything .... but i am not gonna wait for my CD arrived to share the Offshoot of 少女の祈りⅢのPV .....
OMG OMG isn't he amazing? .....
a Javanesse people like me (not Japanesse) we are tend to see some light even a little on a very dark cloud ... as example if there's an accident : the family of the victim even the victim got his/her legs broken until on coma maybe ... they still gonna say : Thank God at least she/he still alive .... even if the victim is dead at the accident the family still gonna say : at lest she/he died fast so didn't feel the pain ....
nah i am a Javanesse so i am also able to see the tiny little light on my dark cloud miserable life ... even i see many tiny little light ...
- when i got accident 2 weeks a go ...
i keep saying Thank God i am still a live and survive ....from the bus condition until now i can't imagine if i am survive without a leg/hand broken .... imagine the action scene on a movie where the car flip over up and down .... nah on the movie we watch on Speed, Fast and Furious, or another action movies, it looks so cool but believe me you are not gonna say waw that's so cool if you were inside of that flipping car .... i got out from that bus with my bloody face .... and half of my face is blue for almost a week ... remember Green Goblin Junior on Spider Man3? nah that's what i looked like ....
Harry Osborne, i love him than Peter Parker by the way and i hate the fact that they both in love to the same woman named Mary Jane Watson .... and how Yasu is looks like her now ....
they should be sibling .....
but i am fine now .... again and again i still collect all the tiny light on that day when i got accident and grateful i am still alive ....
- on my failed relationship ....
even i keep blame myself about the fact that i am not the light in the end of his tunnel ( not yasu) .. but somehow thanks to my Javanesse blood i also see the light on my full cloud life .... maybe me and him , we are not MFEO ... and God want me to wait for another man .... the perfect man with a perfect time .....
i said to him (not Yasu) if he leave me i still have Yasu, he is the one who is still beside me when he is gone .... and yes in this our (me and Yasu) far far away relationship between a fangirl and her idol help me to move on .... even my office mate say i live on my fantasy life about him with the fact that he doesn't even know me ....
that's fine .... for this adorable man, i'll stay in Limbo forever if he ask me to ..... ahahaha *kicked to limbo with gargoyle*
if someday i have a chance to say something directly (read have some chit chat with him) .... the first sentence i am gonna say to him is :
すべてをどうもありがとうございます、私はあなたにそれほど多くのことを負うています。..