Jun 22, 2006 19:27
so i been thinking
iam thinkin iam falling for jordan much more then i should.
i love him. i really do. i knew i did once he was really sick and called me, and before we got off the phone, i said i love you. i never say i lvoe you first unless i really mean it.
he's like the perfect but yet worst match for me. We can joke around with each other, and we know were doing it, even though were bein serious if that makes since? He likes me for me, if he didnt, i really dont think he would have tried for 6 months to get with me. Now its almost our one month. I started talking to him before Xmas. But he's different, He's into drugs, and is been in jail, but i always look past that. He always makes me laugh no matter what. i just feel like when iam talking to him, iam always smiling, and i am. He said the same thing. We had some what of a fight and i decided to call him ((something i usually dont do)) and he was being all mellow and just said i love you, and it meant a lot, you woulda hadda been there. i just dont know. its weird. i do love him tho. tomorrow will be only 1 month.
i got pics
but iam getting to stupid to do it anymore.
o well