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livejournal its been a while and dammit its time we had a chat..
so my EX hooks up with this bitch rashauna who goes to spalding and im PISSED and of course its crusts best friend who i love to death so u know i cant be that mad but boy am i mad
then i find out this rashauna bitch has an abusive mother n has been runnin away from home n shit n her mom wants to send her to live in massachusetss and crust is so depressed now and everything sucks cause i wanna be ther for crust but i hate this bitch cuase she kissed my ex then had the nerve to say "i didnt tell ____ to break up with darryll"
this bitch is gonna get it come basketball season-ILL SEE YOUR ASS ON THE COURT.
and not only taht but crust was like "say a prayer for her please" n of course i told crust i would but i dont want to. i dont like her and i knew the bitch was crazy from the begining when stacy didnt like her last fucking summer. God dammit. not to say the lords name in vain or anything but HONESTLY who would want the person who is deliberately trying to keep you and your ex apart, to STAY AROUDN? not me.
so she was at the basketball tournament i was at this weekend but umm didnt see her cause they had games at the exact same time that my team did only at differnt places which sucked cause it was posed to be CRUST AND DARRYLL'S REUNION but that didnt happen so we were kinda sad.
dawn staley was there. for those of you who dont know who that person is IE AMANDA who thought i said DON and thought the person was a MAN... DAWN plays in the WNBA and when i saw her i started breathing very heavily and started seeing stars and started shaking. no fucking joke.
ugh but watever i havnt talked to my ex in a week and now im thinkin bout them A LOT and its bothering me and i cant think straight or stand this whole thing.
so u know drama with the ex and the ex last hook and my good friend and well amanda H my long lost friend is BACK. we kinda dropped off for a couple years cause we never saw each other but we're BACK in action..SEXTALS4LIFE. no doubt jigga.
field hockey in itself is THE most frustrating thing ive ever done with my life. no.more.comments.
and u know what else i cant stand? im so lonely i need someone. SO BADLY im craving.
lets discuss my weekend my long hectic hell of a weekend.
FRIDAY: game against rpcs didnt play but for a couple mins didnt want to had a bad attitude and from here on out do not like the sport and what else ok yes HATE life. that night hayl and i met up n went to lucas'..um after about 3 cop scares i left n sped home cause ihad to b there in 8 mins.. umm matt mccarus new bff what? ok yea soo hit hayleys car on the way home SWEET HOW SHE JUST GOT THE CAR LAST WEEKEND.
SATURDAY: left for my bball tournament had 2 games realized i wouldnt see crust there we won both our games i shut this one girl down i saw dawn staley ate food chilled with amanda my long lost bud and umm fell asleep in a nice hilton hotel reading an sat book. oh yes and matt called me sweet...
SUNDAY: two games played hard we won came home made it to the 2nd hour of work came home went to my other bball game fucked up my finger hurt myself played like shit (the norm for me these days) umm came home didnt do a damn thing.
and that is the life of darryll.
LONELY and wanting their ex back SO BADLY. so sad.
love the unloved.