"and its been a while, since i could, hold my head up high"
dear diary
today, just like any other day, was long, bad, not good, full of pressures, field hockey tension stress sadness ect ect ecttttt
ok a. is it a problem that i just want to be liked?
ok b. i dont want to go to a white school anymore
ok c. maybe if there were actually black gilman at people, i could live the "normal" high school life and have a boyfriend? have at least someone i like
ok d. so i obsess over guys i will never get because why? i have nothing better to do
ok e. college can suck a fat ass dick because i hate it, this whole basketball thing is not working the way i want it to and for that i thank myself, my low life, horrible, irresponsible stupid spoiled TAINTED MISLEAD and LIED TO self.
ok f. im broke thank god i start work next sunday
ok g. ive been gettin my howework done thats good. but um i hate vietnam war.
ok h. sleep is a top priority as well as
ok g. GAS-->"drive slow homie" thats what kanye said and i agree, it saves gas and money, so simply leave your house earlier and "drive slow"
ok i. money, im broke, and oh so tired of it
ok j. for some reason im in really good shape
ok k. i need to stay like this forever, yay for basketball workouts
l. i love my xfactor gatorade
m. i really just dont wanna be at bryn mawr anymore, i love my friends, but ive had enough
n. no way hose i aint done
o. oh shit i hate more work to do
p. p is for people who take advantage of me, use me, and umm dont really care about me, i utterly hate your guts.
q. questions?
r. are you seriously expecting me to make it through my senior year without breaking down? becuase thats not gonna happen. i cried in blakes convocation not that that relates to thsi but...
s. sketchers. sketchy. sketchy people bother me. im sketchy. do i bother you?
t. t is for tighe who cant find my camera for my senior page
u. you is for you need to help me THINK OF A SENIOR PAGE IDEA
v. very very sad. im deffly hiding my inner sadness slash pissed off ness slash not good emotions
w. when is this over
x. xerox
y. why doesnt anyone like me? why cant i have friends. why is life so difficult.
z. zero time left.
d. darryll.
today, just like any other day, was long, bad, not good, full of pressures, field hockey tension stress sadness ect ect ecttttt
ok a. is it a problem that i just want to be liked?
ok b. i dont want to go to a white school anymore
ok c. maybe if there were actually black gilman at people, i could live the "normal" high school life and have a boyfriend? have at least someone i like
ok d. so i obsess over guys i will never get because why? i have nothing better to do
ok e. college can suck a fat ass dick because i hate it, this whole basketball thing is not working the way i want it to and for that i thank myself, my low life, horrible, irresponsible stupid spoiled TAINTED MISLEAD and LIED TO self.
ok f. im broke thank god i start work next sunday
ok g. ive been gettin my howework done thats good. but um i hate vietnam war.
ok h. sleep is a top priority as well as
ok g. GAS-->"drive slow homie" thats what kanye said and i agree, it saves gas and money, so simply leave your house earlier and "drive slow"
ok i. money, im broke, and oh so tired of it
ok j. for some reason im in really good shape
ok k. i need to stay like this forever, yay for basketball workouts
l. i love my xfactor gatorade
m. i really just dont wanna be at bryn mawr anymore, i love my friends, but ive had enough
n. no way hose i aint done
o. oh shit i hate more work to do
p. p is for people who take advantage of me, use me, and umm dont really care about me, i utterly hate your guts.
q. questions?
r. are you seriously expecting me to make it through my senior year without breaking down? becuase thats not gonna happen. i cried in blakes convocation not that that relates to thsi but...
s. sketchers. sketchy. sketchy people bother me. im sketchy. do i bother you?
t. t is for tighe who cant find my camera for my senior page
u. you is for you need to help me THINK OF A SENIOR PAGE IDEA
v. very very sad. im deffly hiding my inner sadness slash pissed off ness slash not good emotions
w. when is this over
x. xerox
y. why doesnt anyone like me? why cant i have friends. why is life so difficult.
z. zero time left.
d. darryll.