instincts are misleading...you shouldn't think what you're feeling...

[nogoodbyes]

i hate being lonely.
i hate missing people.
i hate not knowing things.
and having to make assumptions.
i hate distance.
i hate crying.

i hate the past three days.alot.

i bought cute things.
they don't make me feel cute.
they make me feel fat.
and not cute enough.

i can't shake this uncontrollable urge to cry.