you can deck out a lie in a suit...i won't buy it...
i'm not sure what has kept me going this long...perhaps all hope is not dead...perhaps good things can happen to good people. i'm doubting you're listening, but if you are...i wanted to tell you good night...i wanted to tell you i'm thinking of you...i wanted to tell you i love you. you never listened to what i said before, so i'm not sure why you would start now...you have never cared much for me. but in case you've changed your mind...i'll tell you these things...i'll scream them forever if needed. and i'll let you know that things are okay, and that you need not worry about me. do what you need to, and get back to me when your schedule provides time. i'll wait forever if needed...i'll wait until the day is done, until the night has come and then until it too has passed us. i'll wait here for you, and i'll whisper your name...so softly, that you'll believe it was just the wind. i listened to every word you told me...i remembered all of it...and like i said...this steel trap will be the death of me one day.