i figured it out

[nogoodangel]

i hold my breath
waiting for you
to see what you'll say
knowing what to expect
i'll run out of air
before you think to reply
my last breath
will be a whisper of condolence
thanking your cold heart
for the release of my soul

i wont speak a word
until you speak it first
and if you never say anything
i will hold my breath forever

i will not speak a word
because it is better this way
i hide everything inside
and cover it up with my false contentment
convicing everyone
no one ever thinking something could be wrong

only when i slip here and there
and let something go on accident
is when they might think
but then i disguise it with a lie
and everything is back to normal.