Jul 09, 2004 15:03
It's a motherfucker
Being here without you
Thinking 'bout the good times
Thinking 'bout the bad
And I won't ever be the same
It's a motherfucker
Getting through a Sunday
Talking to the walls
Just me again
But I won't ever be the same
I won't ever be the same
It's a motherfucker
How much I understand
The feeling that you need someone
To take you by the hand
And you won't ever be the same
You won't ever be the same
i just thought i'd start this post off with some good, long lyrics of one of my favorite songs. because, as we all know, it IS a motherfucker.what the fuck compelled me to make this update i wonder? could it be that im finally physically sick for the first time in a while? that i slept all too much last night? that i woke up feeling worse emotionally than i ever wood physically? Was it because i hated being awake more than i hated being asleep? or what?
i want to get out and hang out with jess. and loren. one of them, if not both. maybe ill tell jess that i think shes wikod cool and everything and maybe if i tell her, she'll appreciate it and maybe feel the same way about me? who cares. in the end what does it matter? i hate these live in the moment people. i hate people really. its time for porno and a nap.