Jan 13, 2009 02:09
So I finally got my toe nail sorted from when it went from horrendously painful to not painful but leaky to never wanting to heal. Spanning back from october. I'm not scared of needles, no matter how intimedating they appear, but It depends if I'm having something withdrawn or injected into me, and anesthetic pang's like a bitch. I had 2 full syringes of the stuff pumped into my toe, and I think it was merely just because it was my toe, that it creeped me out in my mind. Be cause I saw my toe, the injections numbed it, yet even knowing flicking and trying to see if my toe was numb I STILL had this wave of dread expecting pain. But it was fun to watch dispite it being my own blood oozing out of my toe I was so glad to have it done, but I saw my toe before the bandage wraps and felt such a feeling of mourning because my big toe is never gonna look the same again. Would still rather have a weird toe nail over a half necrotic toe though.
Everytime i look at my bandaged toe though.... i keep wanting to draw a smiley face on it like you would a finger puppet XD