looooong ass time

[nogard4asmodeus]

its been awhile since this one has done this lets see whats been new well mostly work i did something no one saw coming i broke up with torie yeah thats right i know i know omg!! its a jaw dropper but i did and im happy about it i dont feel like i did i don't feel small and like everything is my fault like im the bad guy any more cuz i know im not

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Re: lmao, your so pathetic

[__neverletg07]

I'm sorry. It seriously wasnt my fault. I did some crazy ass shit on that medicine, thats why i got off. But I'm not even gonna start to tell you some of the things i did. You dont still love me.. Not if you.. You.. You just cant. I was so mean to you..The only person who ever actually cared about me.. The only person who i ever actually cared about && loved with all my freaking heart. I just wish i could go back in time && not take that medicine. But i wanted to get better. But now that I'm off of it, I'm perfectly normal. Happy. && just.. Me. The old Torie that everyone used to know. But nobody ever gave me a chance to proove that to them, except Danielle.. but thats a whole different story. But I'm so sorry i was like that. That wasnt me && it never will be again, cause i went in Dr.Ahmeds office & well..lol i was violent at the time && i threw the pills at him & told him he is gonna take me off them..that i'd rather be helpless than a f'ng bitch..&& so i have to get shots once a week..but thats a whole diff. story. I just want you to know that i am so sorry..you dont even know how sorry i am.. that i was like that. But you just dont understand that i couldnt help it at the time. && you prolly would have broken up with me anyways cause trust me, i got way worse! but w/e. You did it && i guess your gonna have to live with it. I've tried to move on..i really have. I've dated other guys..&& tried to like them.. but it just doesnt work. I dont get it..? Why does it have to be me that everything happens to? At first..i thought i loved ethan.. but it wasnt love..it was puppy love. So..i hate to say it.. but what we had was love. Well to me anyways. So i guess..i had to experience both..=\ unfortunately. But I'm sooooooo sorry. && i hate to say it.. but.. i..lo..ve..you.. too.. =[