Another wasted Day you're never getting back

Oct 24, 2004 00:02

Boring day.  I think the highlight was when I got to see the new Blink video.  It's like amazing.  I had McDonalds today.  Lucky me.  I had a pretty boring day.  Didn't do much as usual.  You know your life is boring when the highlight of your day is seeing a music video.  I dont like hating people.  It's like a bad quality ya know.  Like you just shouldn't feel that way about someone.  But I guess if you can love someone then you can hate someone.  Cause as we all know hate is pretty much the opposite of love.  But sometimes you can't help but hate someone, just like you can't help but love someone.  They're too weird feelings.  Like ever like someone but it's like "I dont know if I like them or not", or say something like "I think I hate him/her?"  I dont really know why I'm talking about this.  But it's been on my mind for a little while now.  This is the reason why there will never been world peace.  When people get their heart broken there is hate towards the person who gets the one you want.  You really can't help it.  And then the person you like comes back with something like "You're over reacting.  Just talk to him".  You really wanna like explode on the person but you hold back.  Specially in the first few days of this sudden change.  You know there is still feelings there and you just dont want to hurt her.  If you do say something sometimes you'll want to take it back, but as we all know it's impossible to take words back no matter what you say.  If you say "I love you" to someone they'll remember it.  If you say "I hate you" they'll remember it even more.  Being a teenage like sucks lol.  I want to find the person I'm supposed to be with.  Like I think it's someone but they dont think it back.  Ok I'm done now this journal's done.  Later kids
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