i hate life
just face it u guys., life sux until you die. and u know it, u all know it. and i think im starting to fall for some1 i already went out with, for like a week. lol....he knows who he is, and i dont want to fall for some1 again, it hurts to much in the end. im not listening to my heart ever again, and my hearts lucky that i dont just stop it from beating right now. and idk if im ever gonna have another b/f again, i probably wont allow my heart to hurt me again. y does there have to be love, it brings nothing but pain in the end. especially when the person u love the most breaks up with u for a guy. i guess that means im a total bitch cause i turned him gay, he says i didnt....but i think i did. so maybe if i just take the gun and pull the trigger i wont have to worry about anything anymore, and this time i will succeed.