friends...
There's something that has been bothering me a lot lately. I don't know why, but I havn't really talked about it. No, I know why, I don't REALLY talk to many people. There's probably one or two that ACTUALLY know me well.
So right, the whole bothering thing, it's only one question, that's it. Yet it haunts me, well, haunt isn't a good word...its always in the back of my thoughts...
How many friends, true friends, do you have? I mean, when it comes down to it, who will drop whatever they're doing if you REALLY needed them and help? No, thats not all a true friend is...
Who can really tell? I mean, what is truely a true friend? Is it trust, yeah that's probably a big part of it...but is that all? How do you know if someone trusts you?
I don't know when this all happened, or why I've begun to think it all. Maybe I'm working too much, not spending enough time with the people I really care about. Showing them that I am there for THEM. Letting them KNOW that I WANT to be there friend.
My biggest fear, and as far as I know I've only really told this to one person...it's simple really, there's nothing but a few words... The whole reason I typed this, can now be put all together in a simple sentence. These three words...scare me.
Am I alone?....
So right, the whole bothering thing, it's only one question, that's it. Yet it haunts me, well, haunt isn't a good word...its always in the back of my thoughts...
How many friends, true friends, do you have? I mean, when it comes down to it, who will drop whatever they're doing if you REALLY needed them and help? No, thats not all a true friend is...
Who can really tell? I mean, what is truely a true friend? Is it trust, yeah that's probably a big part of it...but is that all? How do you know if someone trusts you?
I don't know when this all happened, or why I've begun to think it all. Maybe I'm working too much, not spending enough time with the people I really care about. Showing them that I am there for THEM. Letting them KNOW that I WANT to be there friend.
My biggest fear, and as far as I know I've only really told this to one person...it's simple really, there's nothing but a few words... The whole reason I typed this, can now be put all together in a simple sentence. These three words...scare me.
Am I alone?....