Nov 19, 2005 00:04
FALLEN
I wish I were a forever falling wave
Always going somewhere
But never crashing to the forever going sea
Always moving, forever, never crashing
What I wouldn’t give but my life
To become a fallen leaf in autumn
Instead of the blank piece of paper that I am
For the leaf breaks in half if you bend it
While the piece of paper just makes a crease
Never remembering, just leaving for behind
If I could have no shadows
So everyone could just focus on me
The only way to get rid of the shadows
Is to fall
That’s all
EXHALE
Walking, just walking
With thoughts as many as the stars in the sky
One foot in front of the other
Heart pounding
Ears piercing
Body shaking
Don’t know where to look
So I keep looking anyway
Love can’t help me now
I’m stranded
My eyes become scared
So they hide from light into darkness
But that doesn’t hide what’s inside
Just covers
It has to some out sooner or later
All of this hate
Can’t stand it
I’m building it up
Walking slowly but picking up my pace
Pressure to my throat
And also to my stomach
I let it all out
But I was walking so fast
That it hit me in the face