Cerebral Leakage
Let's try a stream of consciousness once again. Maybe I can come back and elaborate on things.
Kelly (driven out by his gf)
Boyfriend
reading Game of Thrones to me
Strongest relationship evar
The other shoe gonna drop?
F*ck group work
People don't pay attention
When can I remove them from FB?
End of the semester is coming
Registered for classes already (quite eclectic)
Need to check with employer about new schedule (coming in an hour later)
People are fickle
Going into the "freezy freeze"
Hate people
don't want to depend on them
People lie
Miss the quality folks
Read about Americans and the way their relationships function (shallow friendships)
Converting?
Envious of a still strong code of ethics/moral code
Could converting grant this?
Betrayal of my own family values
Maybe not, not many values in our entire family anymore
If there are they need to change because our family dynamic sucks
I'm loosing them too quickly to be able to figure this out
Speeches given today on donating blood and cancer awareness made me sad and uncomfortable
Maybe I should be medicated for my OCD
Maybe therapy/coping mechanisms would be enough
Stress has lead to sickness or allergy susceptibility.
"susceptibility" is hard to spell
I feel my clock ticking, I really want to make babies already.
I think that feeling comes from finding someone I can actually see doing that with.
I have to tell myself to calm down and try to act normal so I don't scare him off.
Although, I'm not sure I could. He's been willing to put up with my brain vomit from the start.
He says I don't open up enough
but I often worry about opening up too much
I'm not use to someone actually listening to me
let alone retaining what I say
But this one does and encourages me to go further
He's a keeper
I wish I could do more for him the way he does for me.
Weight loss has been a start
learning about his religion was next
now to get settled into my morality more comfortably...
Kelly (driven out by his gf)
Boyfriend
reading Game of Thrones to me
Strongest relationship evar
The other shoe gonna drop?
F*ck group work
People don't pay attention
When can I remove them from FB?
End of the semester is coming
Registered for classes already (quite eclectic)
Need to check with employer about new schedule (coming in an hour later)
People are fickle
Going into the "freezy freeze"
Hate people
don't want to depend on them
People lie
Miss the quality folks
Read about Americans and the way their relationships function (shallow friendships)
Converting?
Envious of a still strong code of ethics/moral code
Could converting grant this?
Betrayal of my own family values
Maybe not, not many values in our entire family anymore
If there are they need to change because our family dynamic sucks
I'm loosing them too quickly to be able to figure this out
Speeches given today on donating blood and cancer awareness made me sad and uncomfortable
Maybe I should be medicated for my OCD
Maybe therapy/coping mechanisms would be enough
Stress has lead to sickness or allergy susceptibility.
"susceptibility" is hard to spell
I feel my clock ticking, I really want to make babies already.
I think that feeling comes from finding someone I can actually see doing that with.
I have to tell myself to calm down and try to act normal so I don't scare him off.
Although, I'm not sure I could. He's been willing to put up with my brain vomit from the start.
He says I don't open up enough
but I often worry about opening up too much
I'm not use to someone actually listening to me
let alone retaining what I say
But this one does and encourages me to go further
He's a keeper
I wish I could do more for him the way he does for me.
Weight loss has been a start
learning about his religion was next
now to get settled into my morality more comfortably...