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i hate having emotions because at the same time that i feel amazing, i hurt. how and why is this possible? am i asking for too much? ughghg i have so much shit that i just want to yell out all at once and i dont know how to get any of it out. i hate it. i just want someone to like me back. and i always want the ones that dont want me. why does it have to work that way? i dont know what else to say. how i feel cant be written down.