Aug 04, 2008 00:56
I feel...I don't know. These past few days have been so draining I'm not sure what to think anymore. First I lost Sora...now Atem and Copy. God damnit, the last thing I ever told him was I never wanted to see him again. Looks like I got my wish, huh? And Atem...she asked me when we wanted to get married...I never got to chance to ask her if it could be Oct. the 14th, it's when my parents got married so I thought it would be nice. It's never going to happen, is it? Any of what we planned, me living with her, being her husband. It was all pipe dreams.
Mai...I don't know if I should thank you or hate you for what you did. I know that's not what you want to hear, but I can lie about it.
Ryou is back, the one that was here before. It's the only thing I can thankful for. So, for now I'll try to deal for his sake. until he disappears as well