somewhere I want to be

[noey_lune]

I should run to class alredy but don't fell like being good, going to class early at all. I wonder how long it will go on like this. One thing I get really sick of like now is freedom. I really miss my life in New Zealand, have very much freedom there then. well not that much compair to other or what other think or want, but it enough for me well for that time. Right now I feel like I will never grow up, not like the age or look or thing like that but it my behavior or how I live my life. living at home with you family is just to easy life style. I don't know maybe when mom there I don't force to think or do thing that much coz I  know that she will do it. And that is what I hate right now.

I want to try living alone, well for 1year or sth. I know that if it still go on like this i wont get any good. Plus there many thing I want to do, and living life like this it won't happen. Sometime having hard time in life it really better.

Should go my friend wait for me