its been to long...maybe too long
I used to write on this name as my secret life from some of my other friends. How sad is that? Pretty sad I know. I just remember that they would keep things from me and this was my way of keeping things from them. I never used to be a dishonest person but maybe I'm becoming one. Well, maybe not dishonest, but I've been holding a lot back. The last couple of weeks have been weird for me. How do you know what is right for you? There might be something better out there for me, but I'm just too scared to reach for it. Or maybe this is as good as it gets and I just need to grow up. Lately I've felt like I've missed out on experiences and I'm trying to catch up. How do you figure out what you need without losing what you have?