I've had enough
yep, that's right...
enough...
I'm sick of my father, I can't stand him... I am doing all I can to stop myself from turning all maniac with the stabbity... >>" I know, I'm going a lil over the top, but I find it very hard to stop myself from freaking when I'm very pissed off or very upset...
oh, and I got in another fight last week, in class... >>" basically I was in art class quietly sketching in my little corner, n my friend Vincent comes over to me n starts bugging me n teasing me about my sketch (it was of me n my boyfriend, which he likes to tease me about) n then he started taking my art stuff n throwing my things around, n bumping my hand on purpose when I'm doing a crucial line in the sketch... n if you've ever been with me when I'm sketching, you KNOW never to bother me... it's like a fucking law of science!! You NEVER bother me, or there's trouble... well, he's known me for about a year n a half, n he still can't get his head round that fact... So after about 10 minutes of this, n when he reached over to grab my pencil, I sunk my teeth into his hand, VERY hard... I swear this is true, there were blue/purple teeth-marks in it n he couldn't move it for about an hour or two... The only way he got me to let go was to punch me in the side of the face (around the temples) n I was dizzy for a while... n then of course I burst into tears... not because of the pain, more out of shock than anything else... He's normally a quiet, calm n gentle guy, but there he let it out, n I don't blame him, but he certainly learned his lesson on not to bother me during art...
oh, n guess what... the teacher didn't even notice!! ><"
[EDIT] OOOOOOOWW FUCK!!! I just scalded my hand real bad with the kettle n just-boiled water... fucking hurts!! ><"
enough...
I'm sick of my father, I can't stand him... I am doing all I can to stop myself from turning all maniac with the stabbity... >>" I know, I'm going a lil over the top, but I find it very hard to stop myself from freaking when I'm very pissed off or very upset...
oh, and I got in another fight last week, in class... >>" basically I was in art class quietly sketching in my little corner, n my friend Vincent comes over to me n starts bugging me n teasing me about my sketch (it was of me n my boyfriend, which he likes to tease me about) n then he started taking my art stuff n throwing my things around, n bumping my hand on purpose when I'm doing a crucial line in the sketch... n if you've ever been with me when I'm sketching, you KNOW never to bother me... it's like a fucking law of science!! You NEVER bother me, or there's trouble... well, he's known me for about a year n a half, n he still can't get his head round that fact... So after about 10 minutes of this, n when he reached over to grab my pencil, I sunk my teeth into his hand, VERY hard... I swear this is true, there were blue/purple teeth-marks in it n he couldn't move it for about an hour or two... The only way he got me to let go was to punch me in the side of the face (around the temples) n I was dizzy for a while... n then of course I burst into tears... not because of the pain, more out of shock than anything else... He's normally a quiet, calm n gentle guy, but there he let it out, n I don't blame him, but he certainly learned his lesson on not to bother me during art...
oh, n guess what... the teacher didn't even notice!! ><"
[EDIT] OOOOOOOWW FUCK!!! I just scalded my hand real bad with the kettle n just-boiled water... fucking hurts!! ><"