christmas break
so break will be fun and interesting. im at ashs for now till the 21st. then im at joshs till at least the 28th. but possibly longer if his mom is cool w/ it. shes afraid that my mom will get mad at her but s3e wont. josh said that once his mom understands that its not a matter of me going home or not its whether im here or there. i think everything will be ok and work out for the best. im sad to not be going home. i want to go home but i do not want to feel uncomfortable in my own home. then my aunt sent me an email that was not very nice and hurt a lot. i never intended to hurt everyone who has been hurt. on a happier note i am completely happy with my life other than that little aspect. i have an amazing b/f who makes me feel so good. i have best friends who love me and support me in everything that i do. i love mary and ash so much. they help keep me sane. ok im off for the night. sorry i havent been updating as much lately. i promise to do better. love to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!