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ok so I'm gonna try to do this without revealing specific idenities.. and not get myself in trouble. Now I dont mean ANY of this negatively... and it really isnt directed at any certain people, I've just been thinking about things in general. I'm really starting to worry that my little group is never gonna be quite the same anymore. Theres always something going on with one of us, and it just changes things. I'm not blaming anyone. I'm not mad. I just dont know what to think about things sometimes! I guess I just miss back a while ago when we were all JUST FRIENDS, and there was nothing to worry about. I love this certain group of friends to death, however if they all dated outside of the group it would make life a heck of a lot easier for everyone lol but i know thats not gonna happen! I seriously love the people im referring too to death, and I just hate to watch them potentially hurt someone else...who i care about alot. So yeah =/ I dont wanna be kicking myself for writing this, but I had to get it out somehow, and its my journal gosh darnit. lol But for the record I am NOT mad at anybody, and i respect whatever decisions my friends choose to make! Anyways... Chris my love came over for a little tonite after small group. i <3 him! And im SOOOO looking foward to tomorrow, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR A WEEK BABY! ahhhh its gonna be great. I work 445-10 tomorrow night, and then I'm spending the night at Mariya Shayna Kt and Matts apartment =] which i still havnt offically told my parents about but its w/e they'll figure it out tomorrow when i go there after work! hehehe
mkay thats my update! 333 //
only one*dont hate me i <3 u!