fuck
yet another mental breakdown. yet another few hours of crying. i dont want to be in school anymore but somehow no one accepts that. when i told my mom that last time she told me to go see a shrink. but this time i actually am, but im not gonna just talk and see if i can get a diagnosis, im gonna get advice and if i cant get it there well then maybe my academic advisor, if not there then i'll start asking strangers. i cant sleep cuz then i start thinking and the more i think the more i cry. life just sucks right now