i'm i'm i'm
DRAW ORIGINAL SHIT EVERY DAY NO EXCEPTIONS
I know it's bad, but if I didn't finish it I would've felt worse. I am too prone to just flipping a table and never trying.
I got worked up and started to get upset trying to make things look right this evening. I really have no excuse to behave like that (I'm sorry Livestream crowd; I was very rude). I already know I'm not going to be able to do this kind of thing and support myself career-wise, so I don't know why I get so out of sorts. Maybe I'm still thinking that I got a shot, but I really, truly don't, because my work patterns just won't allow me to excel. I hit a wall, crumple, and never try it again. So I really, really have no reason to sniff around like I was doing.
It'd be so easy to just be 12 and immature again, though.
I'm sorry, though, I really am; I'm almost out of this mindset at the moment, so I should be back to normal really soon!
I know it's bad, but if I didn't finish it I would've felt worse. I am too prone to just flipping a table and never trying.
I got worked up and started to get upset trying to make things look right this evening. I really have no excuse to behave like that (I'm sorry Livestream crowd; I was very rude). I already know I'm not going to be able to do this kind of thing and support myself career-wise, so I don't know why I get so out of sorts. Maybe I'm still thinking that I got a shot, but I really, truly don't, because my work patterns just won't allow me to excel. I hit a wall, crumple, and never try it again. So I really, really have no reason to sniff around like I was doing.
It'd be so easy to just be 12 and immature again, though.
I'm sorry, though, I really am; I'm almost out of this mindset at the moment, so I should be back to normal really soon!