None at all

Aug 16, 2004 14:59

I sit here as my haven breaks wanting to do so much more
the silence burns and clouds outside makes one want to do nothing at all
my mind hurts and my bones ache from numbness of the flu
I want to feel vibrant and free but then my body stops me and says today is a day of rest'
I have so much do and no time to lie here but to move feels like a marathon today
this flu gives me guilt but my mind can still work into overdrive
I love life and want to do more today but my body just wont let me
I need to go but have to stay'
for tomorrow will be hard if I don't

I give mothers so much credit
for when they are sick they still keep on going
with thier little one
I cannot wait to be a mom
I am not ready
to be a teacher, psycologist, dictator, friend, provider, and role model
24 hours a day
for a while
I am a new wife....
with the flu
the post office can wait
so can the bank
I am going to make chicken soup
get under the covers
and try not to feel bad for not being productive today
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