I need my nose-brain removed.
It was so beautiful out today. It made me wish I was walking around lake eola or riding my bike downtown with Cat and then going to Bar BQ. I wish things didn't have to change so much. I think back to four years ago (geez has it been that long?) and nothing is the same. Not one damn thing. It smells like spring outside which is weird because it's January and it should be cold out but it's 80 degrees.
Damn it. I feel like there is something missing. I have this feeling in my chest like there is a hole inside. At the same time I am so excited about this year. I don't know why, but I've learned to not ask questions and just enjoy it. It could be the fact that I might be going to grad school in the fall. I have the summer off which is also exciting. At the same time I feel like this is the beginning of the end. After this year it will all be over.
Damn it. I feel like there is something missing. I have this feeling in my chest like there is a hole inside. At the same time I am so excited about this year. I don't know why, but I've learned to not ask questions and just enjoy it. It could be the fact that I might be going to grad school in the fall. I have the summer off which is also exciting. At the same time I feel like this is the beginning of the end. After this year it will all be over.