Wow
I think this is the first time this has ever happened to me. I never thought I would ever have my heart broken by a guy I've never dated... But, I did... James finally admited to me that we are never gonna have anything.. no one knows how bad that hurts...no one knows how bad this hurts... no one. I mean, yeah, I know I fucked things up yesterday, but I didn't know it was this fuckin bad. Wow... I am just in major shock. I've always been depressed, but this is making it worse...
I hate seeing happy couples. I HATE HAPPY PEOPLE. I just know that I am never gonna have that. Never going to have that safe and secure feeling.. NEVER. Wow... I can't get over this.
On a happier note... my cousin, Kayla, is spending the night with me... we were on cam, and were telling these guys that we were bi and dating, and they were believeing us...
~*~*~*~*~Quotes~*~*~*~*~
Kayla - "I'm tri. Thats I'll try anything twice if it doesn't kill me the 2nd time."
Well, thats all I can remember because, well yeah... neways....
♥♥♥♥♥♥ LEAVE ME SUM LUVIN' ♥♥♥♥♥♥
I hate seeing happy couples. I HATE HAPPY PEOPLE. I just know that I am never gonna have that. Never going to have that safe and secure feeling.. NEVER. Wow... I can't get over this.
On a happier note... my cousin, Kayla, is spending the night with me... we were on cam, and were telling these guys that we were bi and dating, and they were believeing us...
~*~*~*~*~Quotes~*~*~*~*~
Kayla - "I'm tri. Thats I'll try anything twice if it doesn't kill me the 2nd time."
Well, thats all I can remember because, well yeah... neways....
♥♥♥♥♥♥ LEAVE ME SUM LUVIN' ♥♥♥♥♥♥