Sep 02, 2005 22:53
sooo the weirdest thing happened today. i gave my cousin asha my old phone so she could use it and do an insurance claim and i was trying to see if any of my mp3's were still on it but i accidently hit the pictures, and whoa... all the pictures i thought were lost of ty were suddenly there. whats weird, is they were gone, back when her and i still talked they mysteriously disappeared and i was sad and what not but totally forgot about them. so they suddenly pop up today and it was like a punch in the gut. asha was like, "lets look at them" and i told her no and i deleted all of them. it was a good thing i did, because ty is in the past and i dont want her resurfacing in any way, shape or form. but it was still kind of sad, even though i thought those pics were gone, when i saw them again i kind of thought, aww, because if you know her you know she is gorgeous but im pretty sure i did the right thing. i still think about her every now and then and i remember times i smiled, but then something bad pops into my head and i make myself think about something else. i guess i kind of do miss her, and if she were to ever try and contact me its not like i would scream at her. i would be decent, but whatever.
gonna go up to my aunt and uncles house tomorrow, i have actually really been looking forward to it. they have such a freakin sweet house. gonna take teresa with me. there are going to be 20 people there, so its going to be a little cramped, but oh well, it shouldnt be boring.
my birthday is coming up, oct 16th. going to vegas with my friends... i really cant wait for that.
joel is good, we kinda got in a fight last night, only because he can be a pompous jerk sometimes, but i can never stay mad at him. plus, i dont know why but im totally into jerks. i guess its cuz my dad can be a major ass, and my brother in law can be an ass, my ex best friend addison was an ultimate dick, i just seem to surround myself with assholes. oh well, its never boring. well i should be going, i have to wake up hella early tomorrow. have a great day ya'll.