update

[noe_est_noire]

marc just left
it was fine.
very chill
very cool
very short lived but found out some pretty interesting things.
=]

SO
first of all i told him about nick and jon
cuz he asked
and i wasn't about to let him miss out on the things i found out about his ex robert while i was kinda with jon
and nick is kind of a bitter sweet story
or at least the version i told him
>=]

AND

he also said
"sorry if i sounded rude the last time we spoke on aim
that wasn't me talking it was talking it was taylor"

"why would he be rude?"

"cuz he's jealous of you."

to which i replied with a kind of sad look
but on the inside
=]]]]]]]]]
hahaha
so all is well.
while my other exes may be complete douche bags
i think i got me a good one.
besides the fact that he never replies to texts
or messages
or anything that would ever possibly lead to constant communication
i think it'll be good.

who knows?

what i do know is that 4 days from now I'll be in san marcos
far enough away to not care.

I'm way too psyched.

with all the love in the world,
Noah