Nov 05, 2004 17:39
I donno what's up with me lately. I feel so lost and confused. I'm snapping at everyone for no particular reason. It's really bad. Maybe I have depression. I donno. Don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself or anyone else that's the easy way out and I don't think that it's the way to deal with things. Man, I have to babysit tonight for the cutest little baby. He's six months old. His smile is the most adorable thing that you will ever see. I'm serious! He's soo cute! ^_^ I hope I get paid some good money. Lat time, I got 20 bucks for three hours. Mot bad, considering I usually charge five an hour. She paid me an extra five dollars. Very cool. My mom's always bitching and complaining at me to get a job. HOW CAN I GET A JOB IF NO ONE WILL HIRE ME!?!?!? She really needs to think before she says anything. I can't wait until I'm out of the house. The I don't have to listen to her and my brother fight back and forth about fucking video games at six o'clock in the morning! Why was I cursed with such a dysfunctional family? Why couldn't I be like everone else and get a normal family? I mean, how many mothers fight with their sons about a video game at six o'clock in the morning? Not many, I'm sure. Damn, I still have tons of homework to do for English class, I'm just too lazy to do it. Fun stuff, huh? I hate homework. Sometimes I think teachers forget that we DO have other lives and other classes to attend to. It's really annoying. Seriously, they need to have a eiphany and realize this common sense stuff. Whatever, I'm don with my ranting. Talk to y'all later. Byes.
~Love,
Bridget