It was when I forgot about myself, that I truly started to die.
A long summer winding down. I left with this vision of just another long period of time where I could delve in the art of missing but to my most wildest dreams it became the most pivotal moment of my life.
"Not all who wander are lost"
My two weeks of camping in the most beautiful spots of Maine were truly amazing and I forgot what it was like to be surrounded by nothing but the smell of Balsam and freedom. I was so alone this summer, so full of floating thoughts that I finally learned how to harness, how to put under control. I know who I am and I can finally say my life has meaning, at least to me.
I've learned so much in this enchanting state that unfortunately can only be learned by desire. I spent nights under faultless skies, I stood on towering mountains only to feel even more insignificant to this massive world and I saw hearts bursting too big. I fought against my long felt grudges and realized that underneath it all was a person I can admire.
I'm the luckiest girl alive right now. I have the most supportive family, the most beautiful friends and I'm so in love its ridiculous.
Maija and Ash are coming down for a week a couple days after I get back. I swear its never-ending this friendship we possess. They are like the sisters I never had and I look up to them with the utmost respect.
I've been serious for too long and I'm so ready.
"Not all who wander are lost"
My two weeks of camping in the most beautiful spots of Maine were truly amazing and I forgot what it was like to be surrounded by nothing but the smell of Balsam and freedom. I was so alone this summer, so full of floating thoughts that I finally learned how to harness, how to put under control. I know who I am and I can finally say my life has meaning, at least to me.
I've learned so much in this enchanting state that unfortunately can only be learned by desire. I spent nights under faultless skies, I stood on towering mountains only to feel even more insignificant to this massive world and I saw hearts bursting too big. I fought against my long felt grudges and realized that underneath it all was a person I can admire.
I'm the luckiest girl alive right now. I have the most supportive family, the most beautiful friends and I'm so in love its ridiculous.
Maija and Ash are coming down for a week a couple days after I get back. I swear its never-ending this friendship we possess. They are like the sisters I never had and I look up to them with the utmost respect.
I've been serious for too long and I'm so ready.