One was tangled in her hair.

[nodokagekkani]

I know what I want to write.
The story just opened up full bloom today and has taken root nicely. I have to coax it a bit and tease since I don't know what form it wants to take. It needs visuals, so and Endless Nights style graphic novel might be in order.
We will see.
It just wants to be written now though and it feels good.

And hoo boy was I a fun one today. Bitched at Topher, cried a bit, gave myself and ulcer, slept, snapped at my mother, and had no appetite. God I hope whatever that was is over with. I was just suddenly so angry and upset when Topher came online and while I was talking to Brandon. It was completely out of the blue, I had been writing a perfectly nice, if not overburdened with the stress I am feeling towards my leaving, email to Topher. Pleasent mood then BAM, I want to crawl in a hole and die and everyone stop talking to me.
I'm a nutjob.
I hope someone can put up with it someday and possibly even find it endearing.
I think that wave came from feeling very unloved and unwanted.
*sighs at self*

Trip to sister was good. Perhaps more on that later.