Title: ラブレター
Author:
nodoka06Pairing: Yamada slash Chinen
Rating: G
Summary: Yamada has a love letter period
It was five years ago since I wrote this letter, this letter which happened to be the first love letter I wrote in my whole life. I was really anxious when the staffs told me to make one, since, I really do not know how to and felt that was embarrassing. I was only 14 years old back then. I was so happy when they told me I would have my own song, though it never been included in our single in Hey!Say!JUMP, I was really happy on that day. Not because I had my first solo song, but because, someone danced with me at that vivid time - a very special someone.
And thanks to that special someone that I wrote something good for the love letter thing. I was really blank at first. But when I saw him smile at me like he usually does, my empty mind got full of ideas.
He was my inspiration.
He has been my inspiration.
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It’s been him.
It’s been you - Chinen Yuri.
Though I lied on those parts saying that I haven’t seen you yet. I just didn’t want it to appear too obvious to everyone. They might ask me who it was: you might ask me who it was - since it was you, my love … my everything … my Chinen Yuri.
I am so happy that we’re getting along together and surprisingly, you are in love to me too like how I am in love with you. And I’m sorry for being this stupid and for being this coward. I know, you wouldn’t believe me if I say I’m still shy like what I used to be when we’re younger. But Yuri, you also know that you are also my weakness right? That sometimes, I couldn’t say to you the things I really wanted to say.
Nevertheless, because it’s your birthday, I don’t want to miss this time again. I want to give you this letter.
This is for you.
To you, the one I cherish whom I haven’t seen yet.
This is the first time I am writing a letter to you. Normally I wouldn’t be able to say this because I am too shy. I had something I must ask you no matter what, so I wrote you this letter. I want to send these words to you whom I like so much. Instead of being loved, I want to love more. Really, although I am an irresponsible person, and not someone you can depend on, I want to love you many more times than how much you love me, and I thought that, I seriously want to protect you. Although now, I am still a kid who cannot be depended on, until I met you, I thought that I would like to become a man who can protect you. So until then, please wait for me…
To you, the one I cherish whom I haven’t seen yet.
From Yamada Ryosuke.
“Ryo-Ryosuke… this…” Yuri murmured when I gave him my letter, smiling at me so beautifully.
I panicked when I saw some tears gleaming on each sides of his eyes, “G-gomen na, if you didn’t like -”
He hugged me.
“Thank you.” he whispered on my ears. “This is my most favorite birthday gift.”
I scratched my head as I was getting stupid again, “Eh? I thought you wouldn’t like it since it’s just an old sheet of paper. And besides that’s not yet my birthday gift for you.”
“Baka.” he said softly and ruffled my hair. “I really did like it.”, he smiled at me again like he’s not getting tired of doing it so. “Demo sa…”
I looked at him while he opened my old love letter and displayed a cute pout. “What’s wrong Yuri?”
“It’s a bit illegible that it makes my eyes hurt.” he chuckled. “Ryosuke, arigatou na.”
I smiled, “Happy 19th birthday, Yuri.”
To you, the one I cherish whom I haven’t seen yet. , Found you.
From Yamada Ryosuke
- おわり-
As I promised after I wrote something terrible on my last fic, here's a fluff? drabble for everyone. :)
Because it is his birthday, he deserves some sweet fics and not angst, you can keep those angst fic for today and post it tomorrow lol
Happy Birthday Chinen Yuri~!!
I have another thing to share~ I really am prepared for his day, I mean super prepared~ HAHAH.
My first fanvid ever. .. and I failed on doing so. *cries* .
I know I’ve been doing Yumalicious, but that one is different cuz I’m only using a single video and will just split them up, arrange it randomly unlike here where I used different doramas and it was hard to search for some scenes that I could connect to the another scene and so on and so on, worse that videos do not have the same quality as you’ve seen some of RnM clips are on LQ-MQ while those clips that I got from Sprout where all in HQ. Hahah! I put much effort on dl-ing Sprout than Risou no Musuko because Sprout had a shorter time so compared to RnM it was easier to dl because my broadband connection has an effin limit of 800MB consumption per day and it really sucks because I can’t dl everything that I want, like JW, I think it’d take forever for me to complete the whole concert >< I’m already done dl-ing disc 1 and I’m not sure when to start dl-ing disc 2.
Anyways, I’d enjoyed putting lot of videos that I was not aware it’s already exceeded the length of the song, so I ended it randomly.
Please forgive me for doing such fail attempt; I still need to improve in terms of video editing. I also thought of putting fake subtitles but because I’m lazy (and my neck already hurts) I didn’t put any xDD
So in case you didn’t understand the plot ( I wonder if I really made a sense in doing this fanvid), here is the synopsis. Yamada Ryosuke met Chinen Yuri when he accidentally tripped on his bicycle just because he is stupid… err…of a black dog and Chinen helped him stand and took him on a clinic to check if none of his fats had been injured. XD Yamada, thinking that Chinen is his fated person, fell in love with the younger one. Fortunately for him, Chinen feels the same way and soon became a couple. But one day, Chinen saw Yamada talking to a girl who’s proclaiming to be Yamada’s fiancé …
Once again, I’m sorry if I don’t make any sense XDDD
PS: Something happened between them after they had a shower. The dog was watching them carefully.
Criticisms are welcome. You can judge me, but don’t judge YamaChii okay.
And I'm going to post another fanvid which is a Chinen-centric. I'm going to post it on my Bday Post
here.