Ain't life a bitch?
I admit I've been slacking off and forgetting my journal, but hey...who reads this besides me anyway?
My life has been stable lately, no great joys but also no great problems...I like when my life's stable but there is a price to pay for stability my friends, and that is boredom. In my case, boredom has been almost always what led me to go and fuck things up just because I needed a change and lately I've been doing just that.
As I said everything's pretty stable and calm lately, until she came along and made things so beautifully unballanced. Just so you know, she's what I like to call "the one that got away", that girl that even though everything you've been through together is over and you haven't seen her for months when you do you can't help but feel the same again. We've been through a lot, we've liked eachother and hated eachother, and spent a lot of time apart. When we started seeing eachother again it all felt like I've been given a second chance to make it work, only this time we're both more mature and we can talk about our problems and conflicts without losing it and yelling at eachother...it just feels so right.
Well...obviously something had to happen and today I wake up with her calling me saying that her ex-boyfriend called saying that she was cheating on him with me when they were dating, which is false, so she gets all nervous and asks me what the hell have I been telling my friends - absolutely nothing - and that she thinks that we shouldn't see eachother anymore. There's only wo things I can do: try to calm her down, which I've been trying to do, and kill the person who's been making this shit up and ruining everything. Believe me, I feel fucking homicidal.
My life has been stable lately, no great joys but also no great problems...I like when my life's stable but there is a price to pay for stability my friends, and that is boredom. In my case, boredom has been almost always what led me to go and fuck things up just because I needed a change and lately I've been doing just that.
As I said everything's pretty stable and calm lately, until she came along and made things so beautifully unballanced. Just so you know, she's what I like to call "the one that got away", that girl that even though everything you've been through together is over and you haven't seen her for months when you do you can't help but feel the same again. We've been through a lot, we've liked eachother and hated eachother, and spent a lot of time apart. When we started seeing eachother again it all felt like I've been given a second chance to make it work, only this time we're both more mature and we can talk about our problems and conflicts without losing it and yelling at eachother...it just feels so right.
Well...obviously something had to happen and today I wake up with her calling me saying that her ex-boyfriend called saying that she was cheating on him with me when they were dating, which is false, so she gets all nervous and asks me what the hell have I been telling my friends - absolutely nothing - and that she thinks that we shouldn't see eachother anymore. There's only wo things I can do: try to calm her down, which I've been trying to do, and kill the person who's been making this shit up and ruining everything. Believe me, I feel fucking homicidal.