What comes up must come down.....
And thus ends my happy streak. I feel really stressed right now and can't explain it in emotions so I just type it all down.
The seed of doubt is a horrible thing. You get that small thought that you may not be as good as you think and it grows quickly. It started as a simple math mistake and grew into a complete doubt of do I honestly deserve to say that I'm awesome at math. It's all just false. I've let myself be criticized so much that I can no longer accept any positive feedback from others w/o including criticism in it. :/ I can't be as great as I say I am in math. If I was truly great, I wouldn't be making such careless errors. I just need to be able to hear some feedback w/o thinking about dejecting it.
So much development around this town. When did all of this start happening. When did all of the earth that I grew up around become masked by concrete and steel. It's disgusting. All of the pushed aside trees and dirt as businesses make more of their marks on this land. Just my 2 cents about it. :/
Lytewings, if you can read this entry. I hope you reached your goal for your apt. rent. If you have any questions about anything just ask. And Zypper, thanks so much for your avatar to me. It's truely awesome and I like it a lot.
The seed of doubt is a horrible thing. You get that small thought that you may not be as good as you think and it grows quickly. It started as a simple math mistake and grew into a complete doubt of do I honestly deserve to say that I'm awesome at math. It's all just false. I've let myself be criticized so much that I can no longer accept any positive feedback from others w/o including criticism in it. :/ I can't be as great as I say I am in math. If I was truly great, I wouldn't be making such careless errors. I just need to be able to hear some feedback w/o thinking about dejecting it.
So much development around this town. When did all of this start happening. When did all of the earth that I grew up around become masked by concrete and steel. It's disgusting. All of the pushed aside trees and dirt as businesses make more of their marks on this land. Just my 2 cents about it. :/
Lytewings, if you can read this entry. I hope you reached your goal for your apt. rent. If you have any questions about anything just ask. And Zypper, thanks so much for your avatar to me. It's truely awesome and I like it a lot.